Confessions of a poet

You, standing at the end there

2009-02-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

Dark, red streets stretch wide ahead,
Is my eyes playing tricks with me,
How can it be that this is happening,
Because I can see you there at the end,

The sky goes blacker than ever,
as if it will stay like this forever,
Will the brightness glow in this black,black sky,
Because I want to see clearer,
You standing there at the end,

However my eyes are closing on me,
I force them to stay open,
Please just a while longer,
Because you are still watching me,
You standing there at the end.

2009-02-28T20:37:00.003+08:00

The sky so bright,

Will today be another good day,

WIll you spend the day with me,

Such a wonderful day,

The blue birds are flying in the sky,

The big and blue sky,

As wide as my arms can stretch,

I want to hug that blue piece of rug,

Today might be the best day ever,

Will you hold my hand and walk with me,

We shan't waste this day,

It's going to be one of those days.

The days where we will reminiscence,

When we grow white hair and wrinkles,

Where our wrinkled hands,

Will still hold firm together.

The Undomestic Godess?!

2009-02-06T21:51:00.003+08:00

I used to live like a mice,
Living in an underground civilization,
Scurrying all about,
Every seconds not to waste,
I see that big, fat, yellowy cheese ahead,
It's close,
It's what I should want,
After living this life.

But then one day I found out,
A mice's life is not all about a lumpy piece of cheese,
It's about something else,
Without realising,
I'm fragile and worn inside,
What for am I acting all tough and strong,
When you had offered your shoulder for me to lie on?

I'm a broken vase,
Yet you patched me for good,
The cracks could barely show,
I'm as good as new,
Forget being a mice,
I'll be what I am,
It's my life,
You're not gonna use me, Guy,
And I've caught your witty scheme, Arnold,
Thanks, Nat,
Because of you,
I realised,
I wanted to be a domestic godess....with law graduate certs.

THis is inspired by Sophie kinsella's Undomestic godess. I had just finished reading.

Masquerade

2009-01-30T13:27:00.003+08:00

Nobody knows it but me,
Funny how it turns out,
I'm the last to know,
This awful feeling,
I'll keep it to myself,
Nobody cares, nobody wants to,
Let's keep it that way,
It's all for the better,
Let's keep pretending,
We are living what we are potraying,
We will morph into what we are pretending,
Let's keep wearing disguises,
And walk along the path,
Where everyone is also putting on their masks,
Because in this world,
Everyone is trying to be what they want to be,
They wear a masks everyday,
Until they lose their original faces,
Until the masks is what they depend on,
That is what the world is,
Filled with people who has lost their faces.

Yay! Maybe I can include a pic everytime I write a poem to give a bit more of that feeling. Hmm...

2009-01-30T13:16:00.002+08:00

It's old,
It's new,
It's nostalgic,
It's plain,
It's heart-warming,
It's unseen,
It's felt,
It's like a gift,
It's like a curse,
It makes us laugh,
It hurts,
It makes us look back,
It makes us cry,
It makes us feel brand new,
It makes us feel tarnished,
It makes us taste both sweet and sour,
It's invinsible,
Yet,
Everyone has seen it,
At least once,
In their whole lifetime,
And will never forget,
How it looks like,
When they have felt it,
L
O
V
E

Simple thing called...

2009-01-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

It’s easy to say I love you,
It’s easy to make a girl smile,
It’s easier to make her crush on you,
And you think you know love for real?

You are the most famous playboy,
Yet no girl can hold back on you,
You act like you are all cool,
But in the end you’re just a fool.

Oh, do you realise this time,
You’ve been played with,
Oh, do you realize this time,
She had made you fall for her.

So now, you’re chasing her,
Putting 100% more effort than other girls,
She’s hard lass,
You’ve gotta admit,
But will you admit yourself?
That she’s made you run about,
Like you never did.

But you really loved it,
No matter how she laughs at you,
You laugh along with her,
What is that thing?
That makes you laugh like a silly boy,
That makes you jumpy when you see her,
Like she’s triggered something in you,
Well, as a matter of fact, boy,
It’s a simple thing called love.

Fragments

2009-01-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so lost,
Lost in the mazes in my heart,
Everything seems to just flash by,
Memories of you and me entangled,
Everything is lost but I'm going find it.

You turned your back on me that fateful day,
I won't cry because I still keep you in my heart,
Who cares if you don't love me anymore,
I'll follow you with my heart,
Your voice became the source my heart keeps beating,
Your words,
Are why I still continue life in a determined will.

It doesn't matter if you feel nothing,
I'll just be your shadow that you won't even notice,
I'll keep hunting those lost fragments of us together,
I'll show you the best of my days were with you,
And,
I can never love anyone else,
Because I left my heart in front of the doorsteps of your heart.

Let it be only a dream

2009-01-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

There’s always a little guilt in me,
For some things that happened,
Never realized what I’ve done,
Till I found out it hurt you.

Never thought I would’ve done that,
At that moment I was being selfish,
Never knew what you were feeling,
Cause’ I didn’t turn back to see you sad.

But
Time doesn’t turn back,
It keeps goin’ on,
Wish I never did that,
But there’s no second chance.

Hope you would forgive me,
Cause’ now I know how you feel,
Deep inside I truly regret….

Day by day,
It hurts more,
Why did I left you at first,
Seeing you,
In a life so new,
While I’m still here stranded,
Locked this love that I care so much,
The guilt just doesn’t disappear,
I’m still stuck here.

Clinging on our past,
Couldn’t forget,
Couldn’t apologize to you,
Couldn’t let it go,
Just hold me again please,
Tell me it’s okay,
Just want to feel you again,
To know it’s the same,
It never change,
I never left,
It’s all just a dream.

I’ll wake up to find you by my side.
Yes, let that be true.

Let it remain

2009-01-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

There’s so much want to say to you,
But will I get the chance?
It seems like you are fading,
From my sight,
From my touch.
Will I ever get the chance to tell?
Or maybe I just shouldn’t
This pain will go away perhaps
I’ll endure it silently.
Seconds,
To minutes,
It seems long enough
But time will pass,
When will I finally lost it all?
Will there be a light at the end?
I just want to know,
After all this pain,
What will come to me?
I just want live like you,
Share all the same as you,
Talk and see like you,
Play and cry I will,
Will I ever see those days?
Before I finally close my eyes,
Come closer to me I said,
Let me see and trace your face,
Let me carve it in my heart,
Talk to me a little longer,
Let me hear voice over and over,
Talk about nothing,
Just keep talking,
Before your voice finally fades away,
When all is lost,
One will remain,
That is the love from me to you.